I cannot believe this!!!
Ok this technically has reached a point where it all sucks. My allowance is still not disbursed to me. Ok I know very well why they have to delay the disbursement date for my allowance which I will have to pay back after I graduate. They have to make sure that all the stupid misc. fees are paid for first before the remainder of the allowance can be given to us through GIRO. But God Damn it! Give it to me already!….This sucks to the core. Like seriously.
I do not have any more money to send me to school and I hate having to ask anyone for money. It is bad enough that I have had to miss first 2 weeks of school because I have been trying to cut back on the transport fees and I know very well that I will be so hungry in school because I cannot afford anything to eat. This really is draining me and I hate the fact that this happens to me at the beginning of the past 3 semesters. Why can’t I learn to prepare myself for this shit? Why? Why? Why?
I knew that I had to do it but somehow, I always end up having to spend my money on something else. And it sucks because it’s not like I didn’t work my ass off to get whatever cash I had. I worked so hard last semester and I had to spend it all on stupid starbucks drinks simply because they had a good place for me to study! I had no where else to go and it was difficult having to pay for your own food everyday. At the end of it all, money was gone down the drain like water you throw out. So here I am now, yet again, commiserating my unfortunate fate of having to wait endlessly for the money I am supposed to receive on loan, hoping that today, the 28th of January, would be the fateful day which makes me $1700 richer. But no, I thought wrong. It is hopeless…and the worst part:
28th January – Scorpio
You just might not want to shop now but will have to purchase clothing for a social event now on the horizon. You can grumpily and reluctantly meander through the clothes racks in stores or make this an exciting time out. Put on a smile and expect the best from your shopping spree.
Fuck this shit!!!
